There are always the "sobby" days when you watch a romance movie and you get to thinking "will i ever find that kind of love?" "is it just in hollywoodville or does it actually exist?" "is there actually such a man in the world?" i mean the list of questions is endless! I like to think that i believe in true love, finding that one special person who will turn your whole world around and make you whole! a shoulder to cry on, a person to share all your experiences with, a person who knows everything about you in the most intimate of ways, a person who makes you laugh without trying, makes you feel beautiful, a person who makes you feel like you are enough and even if Gissele Bunchen came his way he would still have the ability to look at you and ignore her!
The more i think about it, the more it seems like this kind of man just does not exist! i mean how many men can ignore Gissele and look at an ordinary woman the same way???? But do i choose to believe that this kind of man does not exist? No! I choose to believe that he exist, in my heart, in my dreams, in my head! He may not be physical but he is there! I know i sound crazy and that is probably why i don't have a real relationship but i would rather my imaginary boyfriend rather than the real live sucker who will sooner or later end up crashing my heart and tearing it to pieces! Deep down i believe that i will find him, i will hold him, care for him, kiss him, hug him because he does exist and he will come to me!
Love is special. you know i learnt the hard way that not everything in the world that matters can be counted! Love is just one of those things! it's irreplaceable, it's beautiful, it's sweet and it's the purest thing that human beings have to share and thats saying something considering the world we live in today! Even if most of us don't believe it exists, i think we should embrace it and let it in because with love the world is different and without it, the world does not make sense!
And that is LIFE AS WE KNOW IT!
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