Mondays have always been that kind of day for me! you know the moods and getting irritated by everything. Well i'm home alone today and its boring like hell! but the peace and quiet when the children are gone helps me think about things. i was just watching one of those "sorority" flicks and it got me thinking shouldn't we be able to choose who we want to be? i mean i know how society tries to define us and who we are, what we wear, what we should look like, but should we let them control everything about us? life is too short to waste your time trying to make others happy while you are miserable as hell!
For women, it's torturing yourself by wearing the highest and thinnest heel you can find and wearing the skimpiest skirt around all in the name of looking "sexy" but is that who you want to be? there are days when every woman wants to walk out of the house without make-up on and with sweatpants and a t-shirt because we just don't feel like looking "the part" but do we? no instead we would rather walk out of the house in the most uncomfortably tight top that shows a bit too much cleavage and ridiculously painful shoes and completely going against what we want to do and doing what is supposed to be done! i see lots of women who criticize the women who pay no attention to their beauty and walk around without a care of the world but in real sense, deep down inside, these women are jealous of the carefree women and wish they had the courage to go against all of societies rules and do what they want!
i have to admit at times, most of the time, i'm a victim of society and so are millions of other teenagers out there! i have also been on the carefree end but trust me, most of the time it was not because i didnt want to look sexy or beautiful, it was because i couldnt look sexy and beautiful! sometimes i just gave up! i hate going shopping for clothes because nothing i liked ever fit me or it revealed too much! so many times i had to resort to the baggiest and biggest top in the shop to just get something that covers everything. shopping was not fun it was a necessity just to get the basics! still in my head i convinced myself that i was better than those slim and sexy girls. i convinced myself that i could wear and do whatever i want to do without a care in the world but i was wrong. deep down inside i wanted to be them; beautiful, slim, popular and all the things society forces on us! in the end no one is ever satisfied! the ones with the popularity want to be invisible and the invisible ones want to be popular! its the circle of life! society doesn't make the rules, we do and it's time we made the right rules!
that's just "LIFE AS WE KNOW IT!"
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